Hey,
It’s me. I just wanted to say that I am proud of you. I know that you might not always feel like that, especially when you fall down. But no matter what, I am always going to be there to pick you up. You always get back up. I know in your head you have a lot to do before you feel content with yourself. You feel like you need to grow or find something deep with you in order to be “complete.”
But you already have everything you need within you. You are already who you want to be. Just double down on yourself, double down on your beliefs, double down on your principles. That’s when you feel like the most complete version of yourself. And that’s when you truly are. But one thing: always, always be there for yourself. Be there for yourself even on the days when you feel like you don’t know who you are. Be there for yourself even on the days when you’re lost in the dark, and can’t find your light.
I know you like to think that you are superhuman, or at least it feels like that with your expectations and standards that you set for yourself. But you are just a human, a kid at that. So take it easy on yourself. Give yourself some grace. Enjoy what you have, what God has blessed you with. What is coming for you will come, so try not to worry about it. You are special. But you have to believe that you are, more than anybody else.
Don’t ever give up on yourself, because you are all that you have. I love you kid, seriously.
Sincerely,
You.